I think that God knows (well of course he does) that those are the days he needs to carry us...because our hearts and spirits are the most fragile...He likes for us to experience the feeling of strength on our preconceived "lowest" days during the bitter times. Then, on days that our hearts are less feeble he lets us go enough to feel pain & sorrow; because even though it hurts He has prepared our hearts & knows we will withstand the "course" of our own emotions.
It's a crazy thought I know-- but I've just found it so bizarre that I've walked so strongly on days that painful things happen....maybe that's why we feel so crazy on good days when we just randomly break down and someone asks us what's wrong and the honest answer is "I don't know." We are finally letting out the emotion that was put off until a "better time" ....and it feels so good right?
I was literally on the train listening to a pretty sweet playlist if I might say so myself-- when all of a sudden I couldn't stop smiling (it's ok, I live in NY...so no one thought I was a weirdo) and I had this epiphany...and the only thing I have to say to that is...GOD IS SO GOOD. Live by blind faith-- God will do the rest. Just Believe :)
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